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[23 Jul 2006|09:45pm] |
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hey whats up ?? nothing here im like bored and myspace isn't working for me and im about to kill myself! so we went to walmart to buy me a bathing suit cuz tomorrow we're going to a waterpark but we accidentally left our bag in wal-mart adn the next person took it so they have watercolored pencils a bikini scissors glue m&ms and two packs of gum man im pissed i don't have a bikini now!
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[23 Jul 2006|12:50am] |
so now im in wisconsin still. Yesterday i went to a farm and it was so much fun! i got to milk cows feed calves and ride a atv. I hit a bullseye the first time i threw the dark adn we played cricket and that was just a really fun day!
There is two guys that i like right now and i sent a thingy to one of the guys telling him tht i like him. THe other guy already knows that i like him and he likes me so i could go out with him but im not sure.
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[19 Jul 2006|09:56pm] |
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I went to the fair today! im going back tomorrow to go on all the rides. if your tginking theres no fair in nc? IM IN WISCONSIN SUCKAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks for caring enough to know. JOKE most of ec knows im gone. and i might not be coming back...... JOKE not to church street though. but my mom might change her mind. but im not holding my breath. Man there is some hot guys in merrill. ah ha right. i saw a jesse look alike and a dj look alike but thats all. we were getting ready to go on this hang gliding ride and three guys got off and ran to the end of the line and one of them almost tripped they were so excited. i was like yeah they're pretending its a ufo sci-fi freaks. then ther were these preps and they called this girl over and were like hey so and so do you have any money???? so and so was like no so the preps were like bitch and so and so walked away OMFG i was WEAK!
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[16 Jul 2006|04:29pm] |
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Karla and i made eggs together oh yeah youu know your jealous..... We watched the best of chris farley SNL but she fell asleep! gosh! yeah im in the mood for cookie dough!
Josh and i have been going out for like 4 months now and im sad cuz i didn't get to see him this weekend and i haven't really talked to him hes either tired or at work or fishing so yeah.....we're going to try and see each other this week cuz im leaving sunday and saturday ill be at busch gardens. I really want to see him!
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| THE BEACH ( read all of it!) |
[16 Jul 2006|11:45am] |
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So its summer now! yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i went to the beach with chris,brian,kelley,emily,karla,ayren,kahlil,ivan,jesse,and ian. first we were going to get isaiah but he couldn't go so we deciced to get kahlil and jesse (my idea. So we kinda ran up in the house and jumped on the bed to wake them up it was so funny kahlil was like whaaaaa his face!!!!!!!!!!PRICLESS!!!!! looked like a naked mole rat! LOL jesse was up on the computer we got them both to come. Jesses mom gave us a 12 pack of pepsi which is awesooooome! Then we had to go meet up with brian and his crew at foodlion b/c i had a shit load of change that i had to get changed into cash so i did and i had like $46 in change like whoa! so i bought some food for the trip for karla ,ayren and i but everyone ended up eating it and it bugged me a little bit b/c they didn't even say thank you and so yeah. anyways we went to the beach and brian was going a lil to fast so we had to stop and wait for chris to catch up. so we waited at walmart and ian went and bought a boogy board which was fun!!!!!!!!!! so we went to the beach and ivan and kahlil didn't have any swim trunks either did jesse so jessie went in his clothes and the other two went in their boxers( they looked like a hanes commercial!) yeah it was pretty cool! so we went swimming and then while everyone else was on the beach it was me ian emily and or ayren and we both felt somthing slippery so we (being girly girls)ran outta the water all freaked out! then ian was like umm yeah its probably gone so you should get back in the water! the ivan and ian started talking about masterbating and if you squeeze it while your coming it makes the orgasim last longer. then it was just emily and me in the water and we had the boogy bored and we were riding the waves sideways which is cool you should try it! then she got outta the water then ivan came in and we were talking about orgasims and how girls look sexy retarded and make sexy noises and guys just look retarded and make retarded sounds like OHHHHHAGHHHHHH LOL you shoulda heard it! then we were hungary so we went to find some food so we were looking and we saw hooters so we went and pulled in as a joke so brian and them pulled in and parked and were getting out i was like im not eating here so then they told me and emily and karla to go get and application but emily wasn't inm the car so we yelled for her to go get an application and she was like only if sterling does it was hilarious! so then we turned around and everyone was like man we have to find a arbys and i found one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so we went there and some polish or russian girls were working and i couldn't understand what they were saying but they were nice. so we all ordered and it was nice we recorded ourselves on chris's phone and its on livejournal. coolness. so after we were done eating everyone was outside i went up to the counter and asked if they had comment cards and they were like no but you cna write it on a peice of paper so he gave me a peice of paper and a pen and i wrote that the food was good and hot and it was air condidtioned and clean! and i rang the bell! then i was like lets go to jockeys ridge so we did and we tried to race up the hill to the top and as soon as we hit the soft sand it was like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and it turned into a walking race which sucked! then we lost kahlil ivan and chris so i called for them but i still couldn't find them. so brian kelley emily and i went to the big hill and ran down it so i could put i love josh in the sand i did but some other person wrote right next to it so it looked like i wrote i <3 josh COLLEEN so kelley was like lets erase it so we did then right as we got to the n some girl came up and was like HEY then kelley was like sorry was this yours then the girl was all like mabye and made that face where you want someone to feel sorry for you and she started swaying like she was drunk. then kelley was so bullshitting she was like oh well we were going to write more and the girl left it was so funny. then the parked closed so brian kelley emily ivan and kahlil left. so it was me karla ian jesse ayren chris.we drove around and ended up at this place called the lane and it was scary all rednecks lived there and it was foggy and scary and we got turned around and started to freak out. then we went to the beach at night and chris lost his key and we looked for them for about an hour then we found them and we went home and we got eaten up by sand fleas so now karla jesse and i are all bumpyfied and itchy it sucks!
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[10 Jul 2006|12:48am] |
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so yeah no more me and josh i have been single for like 10 days now its gay i know but things happen for a reason. so i figured it out.... my next boyfriend won't drink smoke do drugs pary or eat meat! its gonna be hard but i can do it and yeah im leaving for yellowstone tomorrow or this morning at eight so like call me on my cell and ill call you back if i ca my # is 619-4769 okay and if you get my voice mail leave me a message duh so i know who called me and yeeah dont call privaste or else duh i won't know what # to call on yeah smart!
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[08 Jul 2006|08:23pm] |
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im so confused right now gosh im just like sigh gosh life sucks right about now. i relized that i hate the person i've become like i don't even want to be with me im so annoying i want to shoot myself and i relized why certain people don't like me and talk shit about me. i want to be the person i used to be the person that i was like last year but im so different and i don't like it. if anyone reads this and like they know what im talking about pleeeaaaassseee tell me that you don't like the new me and you want the old me back so that way i will change like seriously. I was thinking about how ive changed and then someone told me that i have and i was like wholly shit i have and then it hit me i fucking hate myself.
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[02 Jul 2006|07:27pm] |
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so i went to tennesse right yeah enough said. it was nice for the first couple of days then karlas family started getting annoying . not the whole family only like two of them they accused me of doing stuff with their 12 year old son. because i came from the woods and so did he and then everyone was like what werre you and justin doing in the woods you guys came from the same spot like the only person who stood up for me was karla and everyone else was like what did you do i wanted so bad to say somthing to amanda ad tim but i didn't. grrr but yeah karla is writing a blog about that on myspace so itf you want to read about it jsut go to her thing im to lazy .
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[26 May 2006|10:32am] |
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Hey i haven't wrote in a loooooonnnnngggggg time so yeah! Josh has been gone for like a month now and it sucks! we've been going out for three months and 2 weeks!!!!!! YES!!!! im sooooo happy! I only get to see him once every 2 weeks and that kinda sucks but everything is awesome! i think hes coming over to my house next time i really want him to! I think we would be able to be alone for a while!
My mom is thinking about opening our pool this weekend! PARTY AT STERLINGS!!!!!!!! joke but i am going to have a pool party get together type thingy! so yeah ill let you know when i have it or plan on having it.
This summer im going to tennessee with karla for a week and then to yellowstone national park for three weeks with my daddy........OOOHHHHHH shit that is a really long time i just hope it doesn't fall on a weekend i get to see josh i would die! i leave the 26 of july for yellow stone ill take lots of pictures! if you want some pictures tell me and ill take some expesially for you!
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[23 Apr 2006|08:50am] |
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WOW spring break pretty much sucked. I got drunk twice got caught once and saw josh twice.i wish it could have been like seven. I had to babysit three times and i did somthing most people wouldn't agree with.
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[07 Apr 2006|08:10pm] |
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i was a wake up to ag day and it was really fun.I got to play with the bunnies chickens ducks goats horses donkeys and i got to hold a snake and im going to buy it
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[30 Mar 2006|07:41pm] |
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OMG i went to go surprise josh and go see him today but he wasn't home. i waited for like two hours. yeah now im at brads house and i was playing halo II and i pretty much suck at it but i killed three people this time instead of one like last time so im getting better. Brian picked me up and i was laying in the drive way like la de da and my mom was pointing towards the road so i looked and it was brian b/c he was going to go fishing with josh so i was gonna go and it says it on the top line. so yeah im all sad now but we have been going out for one month and two weeks YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMFGILH i am so cheesin right now :D
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[19 Mar 2006|09:35pm] |
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I spent the whole day with karla. First we went and we were going to pick nuts but there were no nuts and then this kid came out and he had picked all the nuts and he filled out buckets so then we went to my dads boat. We took lots of pictures just look at my myspace ill probably have them up there sooner or later i took like 30 pictures. Then we went back to karlas and had taco bell and cracked the nuts well some of them. Then we were going to go to teen nite but i had to babysit and so yeah. Now im babysitting and i just got off the phone and yeah that damn heart needs to leave grrr.
Josh is such a sweetie gosh. Whenever i think about him i just can't help but smile :D. He makes me feel so special and just yeah im so in love gosh *sigh* i don't know what i would've done if i didn't get him back. or whatever you want to call it. god i love him i wish i could just get him alone for a couple of hours. yeah all of you have nasty minds i just wanna talk to him and stuff yeah thats all. lol well i should go now i have to clean up or else the kids will have a heart attack.
I think i might go jump on the trampoline.
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[13 Mar 2006|10:47am] |
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I went to ians party on saturday and i got to see Josh yay! We went in the house and saw some disturbing stuff but had some fun if you know what i mean LOL joke yeah but im so happy!
I don't have to ride the bus anymore Karla's mom gives me a ride to and from school and i get to stay after to weight lift and run on the track.
Sherri says one of the guys in this class looks like a caveman and the teacher was talking and i was trying so hard not to bust a gut.
Keegan lied to me last night she said she was going to muddys to meret up with jessie and her dad and she had me walk her half way but then she went to some guys house and someone called for her and i was like ohh shes with jessie. Then i called jessie and was like can i talk to keegan and she was like um keegans not here. then keegan got home and i was like where were you and she was like muddies and i was like with who and she said Jessie and i was like that funny b/c i called Jessie and shes at home and has been all day. Keegan said that Jessie was lieing. but i was like don't fucking lie to me. then she had the nerve to say did you tell mom and i wanted to slap her. Of course i didn't tell my mom but im about to shes pissing me off i keep on covering for her and i get in trouble grrr!
In the hallway this morning josh was like look in your notebook and i was confused cuz i had my notebook so i went to homeroom and my marine biology notebook was on the desk and he had wrote in it I LOVE YOU and signed it Josh it was so sweet i couldn't stop smiling :D im so in love and i love it so much i don't want it to end ever!
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[02 Mar 2006|05:21pm] |
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wow guess what they blocked myspace from the library computers which really super sucks. Now i can only update it when i babysit and when i go over to keegans friends house.
On a better brighter note Josh and i are still doing really well and I'm alot happier than i've been in a long time and all my friends say so too. The only bad part is that Amber and Megan keep on complaining that i talk to much about him which probably is true. But you know what i don't care I love him.
They're some people who are just straight up jealous of Josh and it's really beginning to bug me, b/c some guy really likes me and he keeps telling me he thinks Josh is an asshole, prick, prep, wigger, and some other shit but the only reason he keeps saying all that stuff is b/c he really likes me and is pissed of that i never gave him a chance. So whenever he gets the chance to bad mouth him he does and it gets aggravating.
I got accepted to become a peer mediator but i've got to get my mom to sign a permission slip but yep i will be helping kids resolve their conflicts and cool stuff like that.
I wish Josh lived closer to me b/c whenever i get to see him theres always someone else over at my house (keegans friends) and my mom so i really can't do anything. Mabye thats a good thing i dunno though. He got me flowers for no reason which i thought was really sweet and i put them up in my room and they're still blooming and are really beautiful. Everytime i see them im like *sigh*Josh*sigh* GOD i love him.
Some other guy im not gonna say any names is really getting on my nerves b/c whenever Josh is around me in the morning hes there and it makes it really akward for me and Josh and then the other day Josh wasn't at school and the other guy didn't come over in the hallway. But then today Josh and i were hugging and all of a sudden he was there and is kinda getting on my nerves and Josh's to so yep whenever he comes over we just go out in the court yard or ignore him but its still kinda hard to do when hes staring at you.
Thats all that i can think of for the time being so yep toddles!
Thats all really and i know if amber comes up here shes gonna be like god your always talking about Josh, its kinda true but oh well im happy and they can deal with me talking about him non-stop. Eventually i'll stop when I stop so yep toddles!
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[25 Feb 2006|09:27pm] |
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Wow im such a corn yep thats sterling for ya but yep thats all i really have to say except i wish i could see Josh more often because i miss him and i dont wanna call him cause its like 9:30 at night and i dont want to get him in trouble so i'll call him tomorrow and hopefully he can come over!!!
I cleaned my house today and my mom almost had a heart attack because it looked so good but yeah josh came over and he got to meet my mom and i love to hug him ill tell you why later *sigh*
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[23 Feb 2006|08:14am] |
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I am so happy right now im back with my first love and it feels so good! Wow amber just told me an awesome story but if you want to know about it you will have to go and read hers!ahahah you thought i was gonna tell you nope i didn't! I kinda feel bad because of justin but he lied to me way to many times to make it work so i loved him but it didn't work out the way i planned oh well. I'm moving on and so should he i know that sounds like so bitchy but yeah.
I love josh and i know it sounds like so bad cuz we've only been going out for a couple days but we used to go out for six months and i never stopped loving him but now we're back together and I'm loving it!
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[26 Jan 2006|11:06am] |
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im in coastal marine science this period which is like marine biology. Ashley is in this class with me and thank god or else i'd be like god kill me now i don't know anyone else in this class except sherri and she doesn't really talk but when she does its cool. Theres this one girl in here who i just wanna beat the living crap out of GRRRRRRRR! she is so freakin annoying well i gots to go i will hopefully update more often now yep PEACE
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| Fuck the world |
[10 Jan 2006|06:31pm] |
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i am so sick and tired of people blaming me for shit i didnt do in the past week like four people accused me of doing somthing that i didnt do and its pissing me off like beyond belif. Saying that i harassed someone on their blog ok whatever you guys are so immature and if you think im talking about you then i probably am just leave me the fuck alone and go sit in your own little corner of the world cuz i dont care what you think of me your just another lost soul. ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME!! i know i didnt do it i dont have to prove it to you.
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[05 Jan 2006|10:54am] |
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i thought i should actually write somthing else other than just a bunch of big letters. Justin is making me dinner on friday for my birtday and he got me a present but he wont give it to me at school. I told him to get me a you know what but i was just joking and i dont know if he caught my sarcasim. But yeah amber wrote me a eighteen page note and i was like dang but only a couple pages were actually just writing the rest was like pictures and crap but yeah.
Its my birthday and im so happy. My mom woke me up at 5:53 just to sing me happy birthday and i wasnt dressed so she tried to get under the covers and i was like no cuz you know i sleep in the nude right so i was like OHHHH SHIT cuz yeah she just thought i was being cranky but i didnt want her seeing my hikis and other stuff yeah. I want to write more stuff up here but i really cant because im supposed to be doing my work.
WAIT amber gave me a present the first one of the day and it was a picture frame that she made and i has a bunch of stuff on the frame and she put a picture of us in the frame and its a really bad picture so yeah i have to get another one where i dont look totally possesed
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